As you probably know by now,
my husband loves his doggy more than anything else.
Sometimes David surprises me,
like the other day, when I heard him tell Shea, who had his little furry face
next to David’s big furry face, “I need time to myself, Shea, I’ve been tickling
you all night and now I just want to relax.”
And then other times, I’m not
surprised at all.
One morning last week when
David came out of the shower, he told me he had the worst nightmare ever, and
he couldn’t stop himself from thinking about it. He reiterated “worst nightmare ever” until I asked
for the details.
Since he’s already lived the
worst nightmare ever – that of losing his son – he was obviously exaggerating
but I could see he was, nonetheless, a bit shaken up.
During the nightmare, David
found out that the doggy he has loved for 4 years as his own actually belonged
to another family. In an effort to rectify
this once and for all, David and I went to the house of the people who had
raised our little guy before he came to live with us.
When we got there, Shea immediately
made himself at home, wagging his tail and chasing his doggy siblings around in
what appeared to be very familiar surroundings.
David said this made him both happy and sad.
Since it seemed like his mamma
was thrilled to see her family reunited, David realized he would have to come
clean for her to understand how important our doggy will always be to him. He shared his most personal business; he told
her that Shea saved his life when Matthew passed away and that he can’t live without
him. He was not misrepresenting what he and
I both knew to be true.
Apparently the woman had her
own reasons for wanting to keep her/our pet, so we ended up having to leave her
house without Shea Doggy. That’s how the
nightmare ended, leaving David lonely and mournful.
I told David that dream or no
dream, I’m surprised he left with me; I would’ve thought he would’ve stayed
with Shea.
He appeared to agree and took
it a step further. Yes, he said, “I
would’ve married the woman if I had to.”
Really, is anyone surprised?
Oh, but Judy, if you look deeper, it says to me that David left with you because even though he may not realize it, and even though it left him scared, you are the one he preferred to face the scary future with; his true love. If he married the woman to remain wth Shea, he would have had a much more lonely and scary future without you!! Celestine
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